Love confession

This is something that I wrote a while ago. Thought I’d share it, maybe people find it appealing.

16 January 2018

”Now that I’ve met you, I realized that all my other encounters where nothing but illusions in the face of love. I realized that it was not my nature that was disabling me to get close to someone, but it was my choices. I realize, now, how wrong I was then. It wasn’t me, it was them.

But now I’ve got you, you amazing, perfect, love inducing, honorable person. And again I freeze in front of you, the love messenger. Feeling the way I do made me become aware of the fact that this is indeed the most purest of forms of tenderness and affection. It made me want to crave it every hour of every day, engrave it on my heart as it replaces the oxygen cells in my blood. It made me be afraid, afraid of not losing you, the drug that you so carelessly provide me with. And still, it made me want to run away because of fear to ruin you.”